my first week in seremban. words words and more words...

Its so good to be home. home as in subang jaya. David said we were like being caged up in seremban, which i think is true :P
Went over to seremban on monday to settle down before classes start on tuesday. Mum stayed over with me for two nights. lots of getting used to. from cold showers to doing everything on my own, such a huge transition for me. Luckily I'm staying with three lovely girls and also my sister.
First week was orientation. basically listening to talks and briefings and all. And even on the first few days, got pretty worked out at times. after listening about what is expected of us and what were are supposed to do. wow. overwhelming.
have to think of so many things at the same time.
1. start thinking about elective/selectives eventhough its one year away and provided we pass sem7 exams.
2. CFCS- choosing a pateint with a chronic illness and doing house visit!!
3. research projects
4. tbl
5. IMS
6.csu sessions
7. ward work..
omg...its all TOO much. i was feeling so down and had the feeling that i can't possibly survive. sigh.
and on the very first day we had an assignment to do, an ethics tutorial and a 400 words comment to be passed up on monday.
i'm having palpitations just thinking about next monday when real classes will start. i feel like I'm not ready. i feel that my skills are not adequate and that i will not be able to cope. yeah, i know i should not think so negatively but i can't help it.
perhaps things will get better.
living away from home for the first time is kinda scary but i'm slowly adapting to it. it will take some time to adapt to all these new changes, phase two is totally different, we are expected to make such a huge transition. and we can't take too much time to adapt. i just hope things will be OK and that i will be able to do well in the next 2 1/2 years.
enough of ranting...now have to go and to stuffs.